I can’t believe it’s been so long since I posted last. I use tumblr every day, mostly I’m just an observer I guess. I felt like since I wasn’t working out, I didn’t have much to say. I completed my program, and feel amazing. But, my family is in the process of moving out here, and a lot of pressure has been put on me to be superhuman. Being a full-time stay-at-home mom is tough!! I don’t get to see anybody, and I live in the worst part of town possible until I move into my new house. It’s so far away from everyone and the kids are in school on the opposite side of town, which means I get to drive them there. I have to have Jacob and my sister in school by 8, pick Jacob up at 11, pick my sister up at 2:30, and I’m putting 100 kilometers on my car every day, and that’s not including the days I go see Justin. Haven’t seen much of him, or anyone, lately. So Wednesday I jumped on the treadmill since there’s one in my room (technically it’s my cousin’s room, but I’m living here for now). Then Thursday and Friday I did the 30DS. What the hell, might as well give it another go. I’m also looking into some yoga classes for myself. I’m absolutely terrified I’m going to relapse due to all the stress that’s put on me from my family. Not to mention I’m really just learning how to be a real mom for the first time in 5 years. Jacob and I already have a much stronger bond, and it feels amazing. I have to keep myself healthy for him!

I’m taking my sister and her boyfriend to a movie tonight, we’re going to see American Reunion. I could use a good laugh. I’m planning on doing 30ds when I get home, even though it’s Saturday. Normally I would take a day off during the weekend, but since I started Wednesday, I’m going to go through til next weekend. That’s the plan anyway. I’ll post again to let you guys know if I did it or not. Mostly to let me know that I did it.